What does it feel like to have a talent ? Be talented in something ? I want to have that kind of feeling .
I’m a mess . What exactly am I searching for in life ? What am i living for ? I am..upset . Why do I have to be born healthy ? I don’t deserve this, do I ? I have no talents, no gifts, nothing whatsoever . Thoughts consume me, evil thoughts, good thoughts, everything . I want to find out what I’m actually good at .
Wish me luck .